Dan the man

I guess today’s the last straw, congrats to Dan the man.

Liverpool’s playing later and really, they’ve not impressed one bit. With late showings winning their games against Sunderland, Boro and Standard.

The problem is really how to set up the front 6. With players such as Reira, Babel, Alonso, Gerrard, Masherano, Kuyt, Benayoun, Keane and Torres it’s really hard to find a balance. He could go with

4-4-2 with Gerrard on the right and Mascherano and Alonso in the middle so that he can play the Torres-Keane partnership.

or 4-4-2 playing wingers like Reira and Babel but dropping either Mascherano or Alonso to partner Gerrard in the middle.

or my personal choice, 4-2-3-1 with Alonso and Mascherano as the holding midfielders and with Reira and Babel on the wings. This allows Gerrard the space and freedom to roam up front behind Torres although for tonight he might not play with a niggling injury.

August of pain

I just realized August is the month that i blogged the least.

Can’t help it, it’s black August.

And so will it be for September, October and November

Last Post?

It’s the Army Half Marathon in roughly 8 hours time and just in case I die from the run, just want to say

I miss you so much

Long Zi

FINALLY a meet up with Long Zi! But thanks ah, totally ps-ed me; last minute tell me she has to go back to school the next day then had to do away with Timbre so I pretty have nothing much to write other then, I’m so happy we met up although it’s just dinner (: Things just haven’t changed one bit! (:

AHM is this sunday and I’m not fully prepared in fact I just went on an eating spree with the gang again seriously this might just be my last post in case I die during the event. So Charles better be proud you’re the last guy to have a meal with me lol.

I think by now it’s tiring for the two of us. I just knew this would be the month.

I hope some time from now I’ll post a recording of a song that really represents what I’m going through right now, and yes Ryan, I’ve been practising my guitar pieces ok(:

Timbre

I went to Timbre like 4 times in a 10days First with DP and JM and then with poon to watch 53A the female lead singer’s guitar really cool! And with Charles to watch Goodfellas’s butt lol. And not to forget yesterday! Poon, wei yuan, jq, ben and Emmanuel! (:

Which means….. I’ve drunk 10mocktails this week, eaten 8 thin-crust pizzas! DIE LA

Didn’t go with Long Zi yesterday but there’s next friday! (: And still got special one! I LOVE TIMBRE!

Everything’s fine

Thanks Shou Chen I feel so much better really (:

After all! I met my happy pill SPECIAL ONE and as usual i screwed up driving to Geylang): All it took was one wrong turn and we found ourselves at Mount Faber instead=/ Anyway, east coast lagoon was equally good for sure especially the stingray and chicken wing hehe but I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I couldn’t eat at Popeye’s later because I was too full): But the main thing is still I got to catch up with her there’s a reason why she’s my special one (:

And I’m meeting Long Zi this weekend! Updates to come!

I’m practically watching “whose line is it anyway” everytime I come online it’s really fun to watch to catch it please! (:

Day 1

Everything started last night while I was driving. It’s just day 1 and I really cannot take it anymore.

It’s time

The time has finally arrived.

If your dog has cancer of its tail. You should cut the whole tail off instead of doing it bit by bit because although the pain will be greater, the recovery period will be shorter.

Yesterday was the first time I didn’t finish listening to all the sets at Timbre. I don’t want to hide this but JM seems so tired this days she has lost all the energy to studying I feel helpless and disappointed to see her like this. It’s like I shouldn’t bring JM out so late when she’s supposed to be resting but I thought when you’re tired of studying you really feel like going out to loosen yourself but it shouldn’t be at a pub. I’m more afraid now that she’s like this because it seems that she’s tired of everything in this world. Moreover I’m like into some vice one day I should just quit. (ps it’s not smoking or drinking please, it’s not that kind of vice) No doubt the pain will be there and I’ll experience the side effects but I don’t want to do something knowing that there will be pain. It’s like the moment before you want to slit your wrist, having to anticipate the pain. Really it’s painful worrying about someone sometimes I wish I was worry-free but it’s impossible to the core because we all need friends but somethings happens to them you get affected like how I miss teh-o.

DP on the other hand, was full of energy maybe because that’s the way SMU undergrads are supposed to be(: It was really fun listening to the kind of people she met at orientation but I’m quite surprised that there’re boring people my impression of all SMU students was that they’re outgoing and talkative I guess not everything is acertain. Overall it was really fun having DP around, she’s like JM’s opposite when they’re out. Even though she was pretty upset over something, she was practically staring at her phone the whole night and becoming all emotional about it but when she’s not doing that, she has the adrenaline rush the whole time as though she took a kilo of sugar (:

How on earth did I get into this mess I wonder? It really feels like it’s slowly but surely becoming a chore for the both of us I’m tired and losing my energy too.

I know it’s tough on you. But this is something every JC student has to go through. And you had your fun at the beginning of the year it’s payback time I know you’ll never ever get to read this but I wish you’ll be stronger than what you are now, and I’ll cover up whatever weaknesses you have the best way I can.

To sista: Don’t give up on your friendship with her because she’s proven to be a good friend in the past and it’s probabaly in her character that she treats you like this. Don’t you think it’s a pity that a friendship ends like that? Why not think about the happy times you two had together instead of allowing one incident to ruining this friendship that took years to forge like this? For all you know one day if I upset you with my actions in any way are you going to just give everyting up like that?

I have some friends who are direct with their thoughts; they’re not afraid to let people what’s on their mind. It’s a positive and negative point depending on the way you look at it. But many people feel irritated with this kind of people because they cannot accept the truth? DP was asking me why I hang out with a certain someone because he’s insensitive to peoples’ feelings but I don’t see it that way? It takes courage and guts to be able to speak out like this I wish they would see it the way I do but I didn’t want to debate with DP because she was upset over something.

Found out certain things from JM about the friends around me and from that I really know who trusts me to tell me about certain stuff. It’s like if you find out the person doesn’t trust you enough to tell you things that he/she tells others then you’ll feel that you cant trust them too. Simple.

“Time will heal all wounds”. I know that fact but I don’t want the wounds to be created although it’s supposed to be for the good of me I’m really stupid. I rather cut my cancer-hit tail one small piece at a time even though it’s prolonging the pain I rather hang on to whatever rope and hope there is…