Tired

East Coast to cycle.

Newton Circus for lousy stingray.

Dempsey Road for Ben and Jerrys. (: Shiok Shiok!

Town for drive around.

Island Creamery to buy ice cream for everyone.

Back to town for drive around.

OMG! I’M REALLY TIRED LIKE HELL.

Anyway Long Zi looks like some prom queen with her new hair it’s very funny (:

Hong Kong shows!

Two shows I’m currently watching on weekends now!

If you have noticed, you would have seen Bernice Liu in both shows! God! She’s really hot! There’s a class about the way she acts it’s really attractive! And watching her with Bosco Wong is really nice (:It’s like they really like each other but their progress is horribly slow! :/

Work has really been… tiring. There hasn’t been time to do the things when I’m free and there’s no time to write anything here because by the time I get home it’s late and my body just craves rest. ):

Liverpool’s match with Chelsea in the Champions League semi final first leg was disappointing. Watching them controlling the match and conceeding the last minute goal. Not that I blame Riise but it was pretty obvious that he should have used his leg to clear the ball instead of his head but the ball went to him at such a fast pace he was just reacting as fast as he could. Hopefully Liverpool can score their first goal in 9 attempts at Stamford Bridge although I really don’t know how they’re going to do it with Makelele clamping down Gerrard so well in the first leg.

Oh well, I wouldn’t be able to watch the match because I’ll be doing guard duty ):

My parents are already in Europe I feel free again!

I feel like having subway to cheer me up this week has really been depressing. It’s like I quarrelled with a certain someone like 2 times this week? And it’s over things that could have been easily avoided now I feel that things are not the same anymore maybe it’s time for everything to just come to a halt or something.

I’m just going to isolate myself and watch Devil’s Disciples WAH BERNICE LIU IS BLOODY HOT.

Anyway, thanks for all the tags guys!

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My Happy Pill

Whenever I’m feeling down I do one of the following.

1. Hide at one corner and get all emotional and isolate myself from the world

2. Depend on friends for comfort

3. Eat a ’subway’ sandwich!!!

Who can ever resist a foot-long turkey breast with hearty Italian bread and lots of veggies and onions?! (:It’s really like an addiction! Just like what I watched in “super-size me” in which the main actor would get depressed whenever he doesn’t have MacDonalds. =/I just can’t stop smiling whenever my teeth land on the the bread and the tantalizing MEAT =D Thanks a lot Charles for being such a wonderful Ah Mei and Subway buddy at Rail Mall (: And thanks for accompanying me to Night Safari although you had no business there to do (:

SO HANDSOME SIA! I’M FAINTING OMG OMG OMG OMG!

I really need a happy pill to depend on in times of depression but somehow I think option 2 is the best way to go. My friends always say how stupid it is to keep everything to yourself and not let your friends try and help you ease your pain. Really, having subway isn’t a very good option in the long run.

2 years ago I thought I had found my happy pill but sadly till now I haven’t found one ever since ****** left ):

Honestly I think you’re the one but the way things are now. I wouldn’t dare bet on it. I really feel down over what you did I’m just cant bring myself to reply your text.

Whatever the case, I should learn to stop thinking about stuffs too much because that’s the reason why I get upset all the time. Don’t worry my friends, if you’re feeling down in anyway, call me and I’ll surely pick up. ( Or at least return to the call )

Should I just keep my blog private? After all, it seems like no one comes here to read anymore (:

Oh well, it’s 5:50am in the morning and I’m still awake. I think I can just take my medicine and go to sleep already (:Say hello to the weekend!

Superficial

Currently having fever so it’s 2 day MC (:

Can’t stand how people always judge people based on appearances. It’s fucking frustrating.

Please

Please work hard. I don’t want to see you go. :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

Subway makes me smile. Thanks Charles! (: Love you lots

photos!

I’ve finally uploaded all these old pictures!

Jap food with Special one at Chow’s house 190308!

Here’s what we had!

That’s not all we had but the salmon is really good. (: Plus the beef stew!

And later Special One took the car for a spin

Look at her face la! What’s with that disgusting smirk! “Huh! Driving is such a piece of cake!” But in reality, her driving is really….

Yeah! That was my face while she was driving! (:

That was kind of fun! And not forgetting my birthday dinner!!!

And some stuff I received (:

Long Zi sweets bought from China! (: The green tea one is simply great (:

LONG ZI IF YOU ARE READING THIS. BETTER BUY FOR ME NEXT TIME YOU GO!!!

((((((: How enticing <3

Ciaoz!

Smile

One friend of mine said I’ve changed in 2008. Apparently I don’t smile as much as I did last year and I’m not as cheerful and bouncy as compared to last year.

I can understand why she said that.

Sometimes I smile because I enjoy the company I have but I guess the happiness is temporary.  It’s the things that hurt you permanently that shapes your life and how you behave. It’s really amazing how losing a friend can affect me that badly I really hate 2008 for that.

I rather be alone to my thoughts sometimes, to isolate myself from the world and have peace to myself. But I have some really wonderful friends who really show concern and want me to talk it all out to make myself feel better.

But being a good friend I still haven’t heeded anything they said. Like they tell me it’s always better to move on ( and I tell myself that sometimes ) and forget everything that makes you feel sad.

I choose to remember everything that makes me happy. Like my friendship with G and YS? It’s really saddening that everything had to end that way but I still cherish the times when we chilled out after school to work out and chit chat. It’s weird in a way. That thinking of the bad stuff and harping on the good ones hurts you the same way.

It’s painful thinking about *** now I’ve been getting upset thinking all the things I owe you it makes me feel bad.

Please release me, from my misery…