Oh god I have been feeling weird these past few days my head has been hurting and stomach doesn’t want to accept food I have to force it down ): That properly explains the long hiatus (:
So little time, so much happenings.
My mouth is so much better, I’m putting the braces on in May! (: But the holes left behind are uncomfortable when I eat
Anyway I wanna thank all those who celebrated my birthday with me or texted in their wishes (:
Was a Ryan’s place watching Liverpool play Reading and didn’t suspect that he had prepared a cake to celebrate when the clock struck 12 until he blocked stood in the way to try and block my view to the freezer where he was hiding the cake. Very smart right? (: But thanks nonetheless and Liverpool won the game to keep the mood right! And idiot Sham was at Anfield! When is it ever going to be my turn huh? :’(
Birthday dinner with the fuckers, Mei Yi and Lynette at NYDC. Really nice to talk to the girls I think Mei Yi looks better than Lynette now but the guys obviously didn’t agree expect Charles which explain why the fuckers were kind of divided that night The Oreo cheesecake was heavenly I wanna go buy one and have it all to myself! So meet ups really make me reminisce the past when we would just sit around and talk freely without worrying about exams but now everyone has different commitments it’s so saddening.
Miss the j1 days.
Dinner with Long Zi at lot 1 was great cause we had a good chat (: But it was really ruined later I don’t feel like writing it down here. It’s ok! We’re going to meet up soon I hope. There’s simply too much stuff to talk about that little time we had was interrupted by &^*&@#.
Dinner with special one at Chow’s house. Well, I’ll let the pictures do the talking (:
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Clubbing at MOS was screwed really, the music sucks and the lack of sleep plus the sickness that day totally made it difficult to get the mood but really, I’ve given up on clubbing (: Hopefully. As in, I don’t drink ( which is so loser right? ) and dancing is what i really love so i might as well go take up muay thai (:
Man U- Liverpool tomorrow is going to be one hell of a match with both teams needing a win to keep their different dreams alive. Manchester United, with Ronaldo on superb form, go into this match as favourites but Liverpool has won their last 7 matches and with Torres looking like the best buy Benitez ever had. So please Benitez! Don’t change your lineup and formation again! Stick to the winning formula and if we lose no one will flame you.
Feeling like shit today my head is spinning like I’m having some hangover (although I don’t know how it feels like ). My tummy’s feeling weird I don’t even know what to do to help. Ok kind of expected to feel this way, felt like shit the moment I reached home and was tossing and turning in bed at like 2am. Oh dam, I think I’m staying home today to recover because tomorrow’s my birthday! But nothing has been planned yet so it doesn’t really matter. And I never really cared about my birthday this year anyway. I just want this year to end quickly
Checked out Terminal 3 with Ah Lian cute girl last night instead of reading I feel so guilty because common tests are next Monday. =/But really, there’s nothing really special about T3 that backs up the reports that the sales there are better than in town! No doubt it has a really quiet atmosphere that gives couples the time to have a nice time together ( get it? ) but basically, the shops are all over the place it gets irritating to any hardcore shopper! I guess it must be the glass foundation that makes it attractive.
Ah Lian Cute girl took the car for a spin round the car park (: really cute watching newbies getting all worked up with their driving skills. “Clutch in!!! Brake!!!” But really, she’s got some driving skills man!
Sometimes, it hurts more to read things that were meant for you but not said to you.
The champions league quarter final draw is out and oh my oh my oh my god!
Liverpool-Arsenal
Chelsea-Fenerbahce
Man U-Roma
Barcelona-Schalke
There has been some speculation that the draw was rigged but it doesn’t really matter to me because if you want to win it you’ve got to beat the best. Chelsea, Man U and Barcelona all look favourites to win their ties but picture this. 3 English teams in the semi-finals once again! Will history repeat itself like last year when AC Milan won it? Will Liverpool meet Chelsea once again in the semi-finals? Will we finally have an all-English final? I think the matches are in April. So stay tuned!
I’m guessing Liverpool is going to play the same style of football that has proven so effective right now. Two defensive midfielders ( Alonso, Mascherano, Lucas ) and Gerrard supporting Torres up front with two out and out wingers (Benayoun, Kuyt, Babel, Pennant). That will probably be the line-up but who’s going to second-guess Benitez? The tie will be won by probably the odd-goal.
I feel really weird with some things that were said I’m really confused right now
I’m kind of enjoying this care-free life with my MC I really wonder whether I can get used to it (: Sometimes I envision myself staying home everyday leading a ‘tai-tai’ life. But I guess it’ll get boring? Ok, it’s not like I’m Warren Buffet’s son or something. ):
I really don’t understand how you could such a thing. It hurt me when I heard about how you betrayed her trust, something that you took so long to earn. And now with such a foolish act everything has just gone down the drain. The best part is that you don’t even regret your actions? I really think you should be arrested by the police right now but she’s decided to forgive your actions. Disgusting. I think after this I won’t disagree with anyone that guys are bastards..
I think all friendships require a certain level of honestly between the two parties for some trust to be developed and I try to be honest with everyone about how I feel and think but really, there are some people who you know you just can’t trust… And some you know you can.
Anyway, having MC really feels good. Caught up with my economist last night like after so long and I’m really looking forward for more reading sessions judging by the number of issues I didn’t even bother to open!
I’m feeling really lost right now with my life. Now that the A level results have come out and some are asking me about their choices of university, I’ve started to think about the decision I made last year. I guess I could have been a little quick in deciding in SMU it could be a big mistake because I’ll just be a nobody there? Things get so different in university as compared to JC cause over there you’re competing against each other instead of the A level paper. And maybe I’m not ready to go into a cut-throat environment. This year, I’m going to the open houses to review my choices once again. No doubt my parents will have lots to say but it’s for my future.
Congrats to Jia Quan for getting good results now the CC-gang can prove to be a good study group despite all the distractions we provided each other! Kai Soon, Zavier, Wei Zhong, Jia Quan!
Alright enough of that already, now I’m just waiting for 1730 to come so that I can leave my house for coffeebean (:
I really love playing the guitar but the stupid music school next to lot 1 doesn’t sell any capo I can’t play many songs right now! ):
To all those who visit my blog please watch this video. It’s really touching…
Do you ever feel unworthy
By the only one who makes you feel complete
Do you ever feel you’re the last one
On the mind of one that’s been there
But now is gone……
Please release me from my miseries
I can’t explain this pain I’m feeling
I’m down, down on my knees, and I pray, I pray
Oh God, please help me, guide me, to where I want to be
I believe in you, help me believe in me
I’m so weak, I need strength, how can I go on
Without him in my life, how can I survive another night
I’m crying, dying inside, I want him, need him in my life
Only he can make me feel complete
Why did he have to leave only he can fill my needs
Please release me from my miseries
I can’t explain this pain I’m feeling
I’m down, down on my knees, and I pray, I pray
Oh God, please help me, guide me, to where I want to be
I believe in you, help me believe in me
I’m so weak, I need strength, how can I go on
How can I go on
Without him in my life, without him by my side
Tell me how can I go on
Surviving another night as time passes by
Please release me from my miseries
I can’t explain this pain I’m feeling
I’m down, down on my knees, and I pray, I pray
Oh God, please help me, guide me, to where I want to be
I believe in you, help me believe in me
I’m so weak, I need strength, how can I go on
How can I go on
How can I go on
Oooo…………..
How can I go on
What the fuck I look like a complete moron right now with so many gaps in my mouth and my face bloated like some balloon. HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO FACE PEOPLE?
Anyway, it’s been a long time since I last blogged and it has really been tough getting through some stuff. Friendships being the focal point of my life really affect me badly when they are on the rocks. Sigh, I don’t want to think too much about it but how on earth am I supposed to do that?! Teh-o…
Oh yes CHERRY-ANN GUEVARRA left me a comment on Youtube I’m seriously in love (:
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The Oreo cheesecake was heavenly I wanna go buy one and have it all to myself! So meet ups really make me reminisce the past when we would just sit around and talk freely without worrying about exams but now everyone has different commitments it’s so saddening.
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) but basically, the shops are all over the place it gets irritating to any hardcore shopper! I guess it must be the glass foundation that makes it attractive.
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